Sunday, April 29, 2018
Rosary on the Coast
Dear Friends and Family,
At 3:00 PM this afternoon Catholics gathered all along the coasts of England, Wales, and Scottland, to pray the rosary--begging God, through the intercession of His Holy Mother--for the conversion of England to the Catholic Faith, for the protection of innocent life and an end to abortion, and for true peace, the sort that can only come when a country is obedient to God.
I gathered with a number of young families from Lanherne and Plymouth on at Holywell Bay, pictured above. I cropped out of the photo the wonderful young children because, in these days, I'm never sure when a parent would object or not to such photos being posted online. But it was wonderful having the young children there!
The prayer comprised about an hour in total. Before beginning the rosary there were special prayers of protection, including the prayer to St. Michael the Archangel, and an act of contrition, then the rosary, then the Litany of Loretto, and finally a Litany to the Saints of the British Isles--a beautiful, and long!--litany. It is striking how many wonderful saints England has. The sand was excellent for kneeling, and at the end the children were able to run about a bit on the beach, as pictured below. Some ventured to get their feet wet in the ocean, but the water, outside temperature (51 degrees) and strong wind were too cool for my taste!
Then one of the local families very generously welcomed us to the local village hall for refreshments, which included homemade pasties, and a host of homemade desserts, including scones and saffron buns... When I left, at 5:45 PM, everyone was still there and seemed to be having a great time.
It was a wonderful day, though at the moment I feel rather drained, perhaps not primarily by the day's activities, but rather primarily by the events of this past week in England--all that transpired in the life of little Alfie Evans this past week, the terrible evil it presented to the world: young parents told by the court they could not even care for their own child, not even when Italy made him an Italian citizen and sent a helicopter to transport him for hospital care in Rome. No, the English courts and medical system insisted that this 2-year-old disabled boy had to die. I terribly sad thing, beyond sad... But in God's providence, it seems to be helping at least some people awaken to the fact that parents should be able to have the ultimate decision in caring for their child, and that every child's life is precious.
Well, I'm too drained to write more now, so I will sign off. I will write you next weekend from the United States, where I am heading to renew my visa for England.
May Jesus and Mary watch over you and guide you.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
Sunday, April 22, 2018
Bedruthan Steps
| At the top of the cliff leading to the Bedruthan Steps. |
Dear Friends and Family,
This week had a number of special joys and blessings. Among them, a new baby boy was born this weekend--weighing a healthy 8 pounds. Very much looking forward to baptizing him!
Rather than try to describe each of the blessings, I'll tell you about one that I experienced yesterday. After a rather long, cold, and rainy winter, the sun and warm weather, we had a really beautiful week. Yesterday was particularly gorgeous: sunny, 70 degrees, and the ocean was beautiful. I was able to get some work done ahead of schedule--such that the week's work which I needed to finish by Saturday evening I had instead finished by noon Saturday. After completing a few additional tasks, as the clock struck 2:00 PM, I thought, "If God has given me this beautiful day, wouldn't it be good to give thanks to Him for it by praying a rosary while walking along the cliffs?" Feeling that the answer to my internal query was certainly "yes," I hopped in the car and drove to the Bedruthan Steps.
Located about 10 minutes from Lanherne, these are a set of steps cut into the cliff that take you down to a beach. When the tide is out, you have a nice stretch of beach. When the tide is in... the beach disappears and you would not survive below the cliffs! It is a National Trust property and yesterday quite a few people had the same idea I did (well, minus the rosary).
After parking I began strolling along the coastal path, praying the rosary, and was greeted by the view you see above. The path began to wind downhill a bit towards the steps.
| The clifftops dip a bit here. The steps are in the center of the photo, towards the left (not visible, but that's where they begin). |
I had originally planned to walk along the top, praying the glorious mysteries. But the path towards the steps was inviting, so I prayed while walking that direction. Upon reaching the steps I thought, "Why not go down and explore the beach?" So I worked my way down the steps, which were indeed quite steep in some places. This photo gives you a glimpse of a small waterfall in the rock just above the steps:
| Small waterfall just off to the side of the steps. |
I then worked my way back towards the steps, finding a pool to wash the sand off of my feet, put my socks and shoes back on, and began to hike up the steps--but not before three guys shooting film for their youtube channel called out, joking that I would now sprint up the steps as they filmed me. I laughed and hiked (running the steps--slippery with running water--did not seem like a prudent proposition) up the steps. Around 4:30 PM I pulled back into Lanherne with a heart grateful for God's goodness and the beauty of His creation.
May Jesus and Mary watch over you and guide you.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
| Some wildflowers in the heart of St. Mawgan. |
Saturday, April 14, 2018
Keys to Understanding the Current Crisis in the Church
| Altar prepared for "Low Mass for the Dead" this past Wednesday. |
Many of you have asked me about the current crisis in the Church--what is really going on? What are the practical dangers for ordinary Catholics? How to respond in a spirit of faith and charity?
Full answers to those questions would take a lot of pages, but I wanted to at least give you here two articles, the first a very brief one, that can help.
But before giving you those, let me share very briefly some of this week's blessings:
Here at Lanherne I offer several times a year a series of three votive Masses for the dead: each with nine special prayers (three collects, three secrets, and three post-communions) for friends, benefactors, family members, and others who are now in purgatory. They are beautiful, rich prayers. For those of my family reading this, I make sure to pray for all of our deceased relatives. I took the above photo a few minutes before one of those Masses this week.
This week also had two beautiful Marian Feasts. The Feast of the Annunciation was this past Monday (moved due to Holy Week), and is a wonderful occasion of graces. Below are a few photos of the vestments from that day:
Then today, the Saturday before "Good Shepherd Sunday," I offered the Mass of the Feast of Our Lady Mother of the Divine Shepherd. The Mass begins "Let us all rejoice in the Lord, celebrating a feast-day in honor of the Blessed Virgin Mary, Mother of the Divine Shepherd: in whose solemnity the Angels rejoice, and praise together the Son of God, alleluia, alleluia." A beautiful way to begin this Saturday!
Shedding some light on the crisis in the Church:
A great deal is being written about the current confusion and crisis. In the following article, by Dr. Janet Smith, explains what is at stake regarding the moral evil of contraception. But the same reasoning could be applied to any other serious sin, as you will see. The article is brief, and I think pretty clear and non-technical:
https://www.lifesitenews.com/news/theologian-heres-how-popes-teaching-is-being-used-to-reject-humanae-vitae
The second article is a bit longer and more intellectually developed. Don't feel obliged to read it. But if you would like to understand some of the deeper issues in points underlying the current confusion regarding the papacy, and how to respond, I think it is helpful. It is the text of a talk given by Dr. Roberto de Mattei, a famous Church historian. I have gotten to know him personally these past few years and hold his scholarship in high esteem. The article distills in a brief space, given the meaty topics it covers, key points regarding the papacy and the love and devotion we owe to the Pope. Given how long the article is, you may wish to skip to the midway point where there is the heading "The Error of Papalotry."
https://rorate-caeli.blogspot.com/2018/04/de-mattei-tu-es-petrus-true-devotion-to.html
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
Sunday, April 8, 2018
First Holy Communion with help from St. Faustina
| Paschal Candle. |
| Front of Easter Chasuble |
| Easter Chalice and Burse. All hand-embroidered. |
| Some of the detail of the embroidery in the chalice veil. |
| Back of Easter Chasuble. |
Today--and this past week--were full of graces. Too many to put down in one post. So I will focus on one that made me especially happy today: giving First Holy Communion to a boy at St. Edward the Confessor today.
After much study and preparation, he passed his examinations with me during Lent, and was cleared to receive first Confession and First Holy Communion. First Confession took place some weeks ago, and he has since polished his soul a few times in preparation for Holy Communion. In fact, he was the first one in line this morning before Mass, and then helped prepare items with the altar boys.
Since he had the special blessing of receiving Our Lord for the very first time on this blessed day, I preached using several texts from Our Lord's words to St. Faustina. First Holy Communion is an amazing blessing, but it is also the start of more intense spiritual formation. So I preached first on the visions of Hell, Purgatory, and Heaven--and what is at stake for every soul, urging him to train hard
in order to help other souls reach Heaven. To his credit, he listened attentively. Then, I shared some of the texts on Holy Communion:
After Holy Communion today, Jesus told me how much He desires to come to human hearts. “I desire to unite Myself with human souls; My great delight is to unite Myself with souls. Know, My daughter, that when I come to a human heart in Holy Communion, My hands are full of all kinds of graces which I want to give to the soul. But souls do not even pay any attention to Me; they leave Me to Myself and busy themselves with other things. Oh, how sad I am that souls do not recognize Love! They treat Me as a dead object.” (1385)
“Oh, how painful it is to Me that souls so seldom unite themselves to Me in Holy Communion. I wait for souls, and they are indifferent toward Me. I love them tenderly and sincerely, and they distrust Me. I want to lavish My graces on them, and they do not want to accept them. They treat Me as a dead object, whereas My Heart is full of love and mercy. In order that you may know at least some of My pain, imagine the most tender of mothers who has great love for her children, while those children spurn her love. Consider her pain. No one is in a position to console her. This is but a feeble image and likeness of My love.” (1447)
Our Lord comes to us in Holy Communion full alive, with His Heart infinitely vulnerable to our love and adoration, or lack thereof.
When He came, a short while later, to this young man for the very first time, I think--based on what I could see exteriorly--that the Lord was quite happy. After Mass I brought the young man into the Sanctuary and knelt with him in quiet thanksgiving for some minutes, inviting him to pray with me that Jesus would help him become a saint. Then, after a few photos, we went to the hall to partake in the joyful reception.
What a wonderful privilege it is to be a priest!
May Jesus and Mary watch over each of you, bless you, and guide you.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
Saturday, March 31, 2018
Resurrexit sicut dixit, Alleluia!
| Altar of Repose, where vigil was kept with Our Lord in honor of the Garden of Gethsemane. |
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Dear Friends and Family,
I am writing this post Saturday evening, and sending along with my prayers for each of you. You will be in my heart especially during tomorrow's Masses of Easter morning.
This past week has been largely spent sick--and at the moment I'm physically drained and so will keep this post short. But it was such a blessed and joyful week! And now the celebration of Easter is beginning. As a priest-friend once told me, "when God permits you to get sick, He is giving you a retreat." That has been the case this past week. Having a virus caused me to have to cancel a few things and spend more time in quiet, some more time reading and meditating on the mysteries that Our Lord lived this week. It is so very, very good to accompany Him in His entry into Jerusalem, in the betrayal and tragedy of Holy Week--but above all in His heroic love and sacrifice for us, and now in His resurrection. God is so very good to us.
Here at Lanherne my Triduum was a combination of quiet, prayer, and meditation, and then apostolate: From Palm Sunday to Easter Sunday there have been 7 sermons in English, 3 very short sermons in Italian, an outdoor Way of the Cross, Confessions, and welcoming some families and children that came on pilgrimage here for a mini-retreat these past few days. Truly it has been a joyful week, with some particular joys seeing the good fruits in souls. But since I can't write about those, and since I need in a moment to complete the final preparations for tomorrow, I will simply wish you all a very blessed Easter. You will be in my heart and in my prayers throughout this Octave.
May Jesus and Mary watch over you and grant you all the graces you need.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
Sunday, March 25, 2018
Entering Holy Week
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| Chanting the Passion Gospel today at St. Edward's. |
My heart is singing to be entering Holy Week--the most grace-filled week of the year! My body is just barely singing, having almost lost my voice today, but it is still singing as well! A virus that is making the rounds of Cornwall has given me a rather nasty cough. The doctor said it should leave on about Easter Sunday. In the meantime, it will likely give me a slightly less active and more contemplative Holy Week, which I don't mind.
Indeed, the events of Holy Week are such that it always seems to me that the only adequate way to live them is in an atmosphere of silence. I always feel a bit sorry for those who can only come and go from a few parish services, but who otherwise need to maintain their busy schedules in the midst of the world. I've been very blessed to have quiet Holy Weeks for many years now--often weeks quite full of activity and apostolate, but an apostolate that is surrounded by silence. I thank God for the blessed silence of Lanherne, a silence I will enter into in a few moments during an evening Holy Hour.
Right before entering Holy Week the Church always gives us--in the traditional Liturgy--a special feast of Our Lady. The last Friday before Holy Week is always the Feast of Our Lady of Sorrows. It's as if the Church wished to call out to us, "Do you feel unprepared for Holy Week? Do you feel that your Lent has not been all that it should have been? Do you feel tired or weak? Then turn to your Heavenly Mother. God offers you His own Mother to guide you and carry you this week."
And this year, the Church seemed to cry out all the louder. Because not only did she offer us on Friday the Feast of Our Lady of Sorrows, on Saturday she offered us the Feast of St. Gabriel (March 24th every year), and then today (March 25th) is the traditional feast of the Annunciation. Of course Palm Sunday took precedence and the Annunciation will be celebrated April 9th--a special post-Easter treat--but I couldn't help but think of Our Lady more on this 25th of March. So for three days in a row our attention has been drawn to the Immaculate Virgin, to She who can help us better than any other, who can teach us better than any other, how to draw near to Her Son during Holy Week.
May you open your heart to Her motherly presence and receive all that She has in store for you these next seven days. You will be in my heart and in my prayers as I live the sacred mysteries of this week.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
Sunday, March 18, 2018
Winter Wonderland and Preparing for Holy Week
| Outside right now. |
I feel like I just stepped through the wardrobe into Narnia! When I drove into Plymouth for Mass this morning it was a sunny, cool morning. When I returned to the sacristy and gave the altar boys their blessing, they were grinning ear to ear and pointing out the window: "Look at the snow!" Indeed, an inch or two had accumulated on the rooftops and cars. As I drove home this afternoon everything was covered in white. Since it snows about once every 7 years here, it felt a bit like stepping into some shimmering, magical land. Quite beautiful.
I'm also a bit sick and trying to shake off this bug before Holy Week. Hence, I will share with you below today's sermon, giving some tips for entering into these blessed next two weeks.
May Jesus and Mary watch over each of you.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Pillari
Srm Passion Sunday 2018
Sermon Notes
John 8:46-59.
At that time, Jesus said to the crowds of the Jews: Which of you can convict Me of sin? If I speak the truth, why do you not believe Me? He who is of God hears the words of God. The reason why you do not hear is that you are not of God. The Jews therefore in answer said to Him, Are we not right in saying that You are a Samaritan, and have a devil? Jesus answered, I have not a devil, but I honor My Father, and you dishonor Me. Yet, I do not seek My own glory; there is One Who seeks and Who judges. Amen, amen, I say to you, if anyone keep My word, he will never see death. The Jews therefore said, Now we know that You have a devil. Abraham is dead, and the prophets, and You say, ‘If anyone keep My word he will never taste death.’ Are You greater than our father Abraham, who is dead? And the prophets are dead. Whom do You make Yourself? Jesus answered, If I glorify Myself, My glory is nothing. It is My Father Who glorifies Me, of Whom you say that He is your God. And you do not know Him, but I know Him. And if I say that I do not know Him, I shall be like you, a liar. But I know Him, and I keep His word. Abraham your father rejoiced that he was to see My day. He saw it and was glad. The Jews therefore said to Him, You are not yet fifty years old, and have You seen Abraham? Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, before Abraham came to be, I am. They therefore took up stones to cast at Him; but Jesus hid Himself, and went out from the temple.
At that time, Jesus said to the crowds of the Jews: Which of you can convict Me of sin? If I speak the truth, why do you not believe Me? He who is of God hears the words of God. The reason why you do not hear is that you are not of God. The Jews therefore in answer said to Him, Are we not right in saying that You are a Samaritan, and have a devil? Jesus answered, I have not a devil, but I honor My Father, and you dishonor Me. Yet, I do not seek My own glory; there is One Who seeks and Who judges. Amen, amen, I say to you, if anyone keep My word, he will never see death. The Jews therefore said, Now we know that You have a devil. Abraham is dead, and the prophets, and You say, ‘If anyone keep My word he will never taste death.’ Are You greater than our father Abraham, who is dead? And the prophets are dead. Whom do You make Yourself? Jesus answered, If I glorify Myself, My glory is nothing. It is My Father Who glorifies Me, of Whom you say that He is your God. And you do not know Him, but I know Him. And if I say that I do not know Him, I shall be like you, a liar. But I know Him, and I keep His word. Abraham your father rejoiced that he was to see My day. He saw it and was glad. The Jews therefore said to Him, You are not yet fifty years old, and have You seen Abraham? Jesus said to them, Amen, amen, I say to you, before Abraham came to be, I am. They therefore took up stones to cast at Him; but Jesus hid Himself, and went out from the temple.
In today’s sermon I want to help you prepare for the most grace-filled time of the entire Church year: Holy Week. It is a week during which nothing will be impossible for God. Just as the good thief was converted during those few hours on Good Friday, so also this year does Christ desire to pour out graces of conversion; just as the apostles, poor, weak, sinful men, would be transformed by the graces of Holy Week to begin to be—after Pentecost—heroes of holiness who would bring about the conversion of the Roman Empire; so also God wishes to bring about, this Holy Week, radical conversions in hearts and in souls, radical changes in your lives.
But satan desperately wants you to avoid receiving those graces. And so he places in minds and hearts the temptation of discouragement: “Look at how poor your efforts have been throughout all of Lent up until now, how little you have changed, how weak and sinful you still are. And now there are only two weeks left… Nothing great can possibly happen in your life in those short two weeks. You might as well resign yourself to that fact. Don’t entertain false hopes…” If the enemy is whispering such words in your ear right now, and if your Lent has in fact not been brilliant, you might finally be at the point where you are willing to truly surrender to God, to truly sacrifice your will, your plans for your daily life, and be willing to begin embracing His will, His plans for who you are called to be, for how you will live your daily life. Perhaps you are finally at the point where you will be willing to truly die with Him, to die to yourself, to let Him remake you in His image.
For He respects your freedom. He will not force his graces upon you. But if you are willing to die with Him, to die to yourself, then nothing will be impossible for God.
What can you do, on a very practical level, to live well this Holy Week, and this week of preparation, this passiontide that we are beginning today? Each one of you is different and Jesus will ask slightly different things of you. What he asks of young children is different from what He asks of parents, which is different from what He asks of those who are single, and so on. In some places there is a popular custom, for those who are able, of going to monasteries to spend the Triduum there on retreat. But most people, and most of you, will not be able to do this. Here is then some advice as to how you might live Holy Week.
One thing that is a tremendous help during Holy Week is silence. Both exterior silence, and, even more importantly, interior silence. Even for those of you with young children, at least interior silence is possible. Let me explain.
External silence consists in the absence of sounds, at least in the absence of sounds except for sacred or natural sounds: the sound of the wind blowing through the trees, or waves crashing, or birds chirping, or Sisters chanting. For those making a retreat at a monastery, this sort of silence can envelop the entire day. But for those still at home, working, and caring for children, what can be done?
In the home, much can be done during Holy Week, and already perhaps, by way of preparation, during this next week. You could choose to only allow sacred music to be played or heard in your home. Perhaps selecting several albums of sacred music that can be played in the home throughout Holy Week, or throughout the Triduum. It is surprising how much music changes the atmosphere of a place. One approach is to use some classical music leading into Holy Week, or into the Triduum, and then to transition to chant or other sacred music during the Triduum itself.
“Visual external silence” can be facilitated by covering the crucifixes in your home with a violet cloth, or by having the home be more orderly and tidy. For children, a portion of toys could be put away and not used during this time. For food, even in situations or with children and others who cannot reduce the amount of food, changes can be made in the type of food. Eating a simpler diet.
You might choose a time in the evening, perhaps an hour, when true silence is maintained in the home, and each one should be reading or the family gathers for the rosary for part of that hour. Some children may not be ready for this, but others can embrace it quite well.
All these practices of external silence are meant to facilitate interior silence. What is interior silence? Nourished by what we have heard, by what we have seen, by what we have experienced, there is often constant noise inside of us. Our mind, our emotions, and our ego can be constantly clamoring for the realization of our desires and wishes: “I want this,” “I can’t stand that,” “I’d like to see that” “I really don’t want that” and so on. Interior silence consists in beginning to lay aside my thoughts, my desires, my wishes, so that God can begin placing in my soul His thoughts, His way of seeing the world, His desires, His wishes, so that I can begin to look at the world as He sees it, and more importantly so that He can begin to give His very self to you, to dwell more fully in your soul.
But because silence is not easy for us—neither interior nor exterior silence, it is helpful to not only have silence but to nourish our souls with good things. This can be done through reading: for example reading a bit each day from Sacred Scripture, perhaps the passion Gospels, or reading other spiritual books; or devoting time to specific prayers, such as the stations of the Cross, or to quiet prayer and adoration in the church; or taking an extended silent hike in nature. For some people it can be very helpful to spend hours walking in nature without talking. It can even be done as a group. To spread out single file—leaving plenty of space between you—and agree that you won’t talk until you reach some other destination. Instead you will each walk alone with Jesus and Mary. Or you may decide to do simple manual work in silence, to keep you occupied but allow your heart to try to talk to Jesus. Or you may choose to give time to those who are sick, elderly or in need. Such visits can also be a good way to spend part of Holy Week.
Finally, a few words on preparing for the liturgies of Holy Week. They are the most intense, and longest, liturgies of the entire year. They are meant to be lived by following along closely in the booklets that will be provided, meditating on the long passages from Scripture, especially the Passion Gospels—offering God the extra sacrifice of a longer time in silent prayer, spending extra time thinking about Him, rather than about ourselves. Palm Sunday is the longest Sunday Mass of the year—with the extended blessing of the palms, procession, and Passion Gospel….
For young children, those unable to read and follow along in the booklets, what should be done? There are of course smaller picture books for children—Know Your Mass is one example, some of you have other books—which can be very useful for helping the children to pray during any Mass. In general they can learn to offer their adoration and love to Jesus. In these days they can be taught to appreciate the special gestures such as receiving the palm from the priest and kissing both it and the priest’s hand, and the meaning of each, the procession, safeguarding the blessed palm, and so forth.
Of the Triduum liturgies, Holy Thursday is the briefest, and so might be more accessible for young children. At the end it has procession to the “Garden of Gethsemane” with Our Lord and then the quiet time of keeping vigil with him. Young children can appreciate coming again, perhaps later that day or evening, for a few moments of praying with Jesus, keeping Him company as He prepares to suffer.
Good Friday’s liturgy has the veneration of the Cross, and then the Lord’s presence “disappearing” from the earth when the Blessed Sacrament is consumed, and the church tabernacles being left empty, without His presence. These can be significant moments for young children. The Easter Vigil is the longest: about 3 hours, and the most challenging for young children. Its readings are very rich—all 14 of them!—it offers us an extended time of meditation on all of salvation history, before beginning the celebration of the Lord’s resurrection. Here at Lanherne it will lead into the rest of a quiet Saturday—which gives us the chance to live with the Virgin Mary the hidden and profound joy of the resurrection. You could say that it offers a chance to live in a contemplative way the mystery of the resurrection before its full external celebration begins on Sunday morning.
Take advantage of these blessed two weeks, especially Holy Week, when nothing will be impossible for God.
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