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It is now 6:30AM Sunday morning. In a little bit I'll head into the Confessional, offer the Holy Sacrifice, and then assist as subdeacon with the Solemn High Mass and procession for Corpus Christi, which will include 18 children receiving their first Holy Communion. A wonderful Sunday indeed! And as soon as that beautiful celebration finishes I'll hop in the car to drive back to Cleveland for a week with my family, and then it's on to Italy for a month.
But I'd like to simply say a few words in thanksgiving in this post. There are so many, many things to thank the Lord for in this post.
For starters I was very blessed to be living next to a beautiful old church where He was always ready to welcome me for a visit. I especially appreciated coming into the church early each morning--walking outside and feeling the cool crisp air, the fresh smell of the morning, and then unlocking the church and heading in to kneel down and greet Him to begin the day, placing the day in our Lady's hands and asking Her to guide and bless that day's events.
It was a particular blessing to be able to offer the sacrifice in such a reverent setting each day, to be able to hear Confessions, preach, accompany some people in spiritual direction, visit some families, join in the march for life, help with sick calls, and so on. The parish was quite welcoming to me and I am very grateful for that. May God bless each of you who went out of your way to make me feel at home.
On another level I am extremely grateful to the Lord for guiding me through these past 2 1/2 months of studies. They were challenging! It was rather exhausting and I'll admit that I'm glad to have about 6 weeks where the studies won't be too demanding--I'll be mainly working on Italian in Italy and trying to read through four books in Italian on the Index of Forbidden Books (for use in my JCL thesis). So it will be nice to have a break from formal courses and testing. But the studies were very good. Perhaps the most interesting for me were the civil law studies. My main courses this year are Contracts, Criminal Law, and Torts (law suits). Each week I felt I was discovering more how our society and government works. And from the point of view of analytical thinking the constant writing and examination involved keeps pushing me to refine, over and over again, my analytical skills. The professors are constantly pushing us to be more precise and careful in our use of language, and to analyze real-life problems. Interestingly the main principles of what we are learning date back to the middle ages. In a sense learning the common law tradition is a constant exercise at looking at basic problems of human relations and then examining how rules can best be developed. I can see now why people study law as a preparation for government.
At any rate all of that is to say that I am very grateful to the Lord for guiding me to such good courses and for the fact that they are constantly pushing me outside of my comfort zone.
Finally (as I need to now wind up this post in order to get ready for Mass and head into the Confessional), I am grateful for all the blessings and graces that I am not aware of from these past 2 1/2 months. Most of the time the Lord's graces are hidden from our eyes, so no doubt He blessed me in a thousand different ways which I am not aware of. For that I wish to express my gratitude. And my eagerness to follow Him now as I head to Europe. But before then it will be nice to have a week with my family!
May Jesus and Mary bless each of you abundantly.
In Cordibus Iesu et Mariae,
Fr. Anthony Pillari
